where am i? where is the talkative and cheerful cindy had gone to? Everything seems so fake around me, everyone seems like dreaming beside me…I feel like i’m totally out of this world.
People whom i enjoyed being together with are no longer with me now, some people that i thought i would know them very well suddenly became so strange to me…
I’ve been fighting through shock, loss, tears, the void that sits and sinks into my heart, and i’m tired of everything.I really need a world of my own, a place where i feel safe and comfortable, a place where i can fully rely my heart on.
I saw a phrase and it gives me some reflections.“yesterday is dead, tomorrow is for the next day, focus on today as if it’s your last. Do everything you want to do that day and don’t live with regrets.” Hopefully there will be a day for me to start a new life by deleting all the depressing music of my life…
Hey fren,
Don’t really know what made you feel so depressed but there’s something I would like to share with you
GODISNOWHERE.. what did you read? God is No Where @ God is Now Here! It’s just a beautiful way to say-LIFE IS HOW YOU SEE IT. Times of troubles are just times where we actually get to discover new things about life and people around us which we may have overlooked if we were in the comfort zone all the time.
Whatever it is, look to God for guidance and strenght and He will surely lead you on.
August 22, 2007 @ 10:35 amTake care!